Loneliness and Love

I Still Love You

2009-04-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

I Still Love You

My heart have been torn apart when you left me
And breeze of loneliness breathes on me
Incisive coldness cleave my soul
And comfort I grievingly call
At night I’m awake while the world is sleeping
And my pillow is a lake of weeping
Tears fell like the solemn rain
And I cannot escape from the sting of pain
Every night I always hope and pray
That somehow I could find a way
To make you come back and stay
And hold me tight come what may.

If you still have love for me don’t let it die
If I you really care about me give importance to every tear I cry
There’s no other comfort I will find but you
I really can’t last the day without you
You’re the reason why my heart still beat
And I need you like the air I breathe,
Please forgive me for the wrong I’ve done that cause you pain,Please give me one more chance to let me love you again

Stone’s Delights

2009-04-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

Stone’s Delights

Would the diamond be so precious if it’s radiance gone?
Can a tree bear fruits without the hands of sunlight and rain?
Could a kite soar in the sky without the breath of the wind?

In the eye of the dawn a sweet reverie touches once mind
Enlightening the dimmed countenance of forlorn chap,
But when ball fire went up and windows of soul open
It only makes reminisces to a ridged and perturbed stone.

Open the sky with some glittering and brilliant dust
Making the stranger’s visage full of bliss and light,
If only the apple of his sight were in his front
All of his grey moments and dull days will be no more.

If only the pages of his breath were like fiction
He wishes to end the page with color of spring,
And if only fate could be like the king’s scepter
He wants to be with the one after his own heart.

If the wheel would turn away from his path
A quick nap and wake will be the answer,
And if every word in pages would be blur.
Wait until clock beat right and open it its leaf again.

T he one after his heart will always be his delights….

Incomplete Restoration

2009-04-27T13:01:00.001-07:00

Incomplete Restoration

Two years had been lost to me
Whirlwind and storm stole it to me
It caused wounds to my enduring heart
And to the one I dreamed of to be with I’ve been apart
It was the worst heartache that happened in my life
Dark clouds covered the sky and hide the sunlight in my life.

Now the inevitable storm has passed
And its raging wind did not last,
Somehow I have survived from the agony
And now everything is well for me
I’m gaining back what is lost to me
And things were replaced even better for me.

I’m happy now but sometimes loneliness visits me
Like an old man that is so familiar to me
I guess he knows me well by name
Because I’ve tried everything but it’s just the same
Incisive coldness still penetrate through my vein
And makes small bruises to my pale skin.

There is still something missing in my life
That is the person who will complete my life,
How I long for a love that lingers
And not like the grains of sand that just slipped through my fingers.
I pray that she could come soon
While I’m waiting under the sweet moon.

A Promise in the Rain

2009-04-27T12:55:00.001-07:00

A Promise in the Rain

Rays of the most gleaming star
Touch my eyes and drift it so far,
Miles apart from precious dream
Thoughts flown away by a hymn,
Lonely mist makes a sluggish soar
Go through the winding heaven’s door.

Incisive cold breeze steal momentary bliss
But still delight visits while I miss
Enthralling smile and eyes make my pulses run
And sparkling trance almost out of hands
But those things are all bound away from my sight
And maybe again this visage will never be bright.

I engrave my promise deep in my heart
Because I never want you to be hurt
But like just the letters of ink, it is wash away
By the tears made in rain and drifted away
By wind of solitude that forlornly whisper
And make an audible distraction in my ear.

In disillusioning night tears flow like the solemn rain
But maybe the author of my fate will help me to ease the pain,
My grieve might last in this lingering evening
But I know rejoicing will come in this hopeful morning,
If only I could hold tightly the sands of time
I know that there is way to make you mine,
Expecting to have you is like chasing the tail of a falling star
Now all my plans for you are torn and flown far
Away by this agonizing and shattered sea,
Like an end to a tearful movie I end my dream to have you,
I know goodbyes will not take infinity and forever
I will never stop searching until I find the road to endless love……

Cold Rain in My Heart

2009-04-27T12:50:00.000-07:00

Cold Rain in My Heart

Restoration that is not really complete
Walking in fields of thorns by my bare feet,
Loneliness knows me by name
I have done everything but it feels the same
My heart beats so cold in Siberia
And I’m alone in the night like the old lighthouse of Alexandria.

How I feel the loneliness inside
It feels like the beat of my heart died,
The cold rain pours in my lonely heart
And to the one I’ve dreamed to be with I’ve been apart
My precious dream was drifted by the waves of the shattered sea
And only the wreckage made by the storm I see.

How long will it takes before this loneliness end?
And what or who will make my broken heart mend?
Where can I find the colors of rainbows
If my eyes have been veiled by shadows
Of my past that is haunting me
And that is imprisoning me.